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Hive Mind

by Lily DeTaeye

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1.
100 Cuts 03:35
I think it’s in the way you talk to me It’s that holy voice you use And while I craft the words I think you’ll like They are not the ones I choose And all I have are 100 cuts Not near enough to go I promise when I’ve had enough You will never know I think it’s in the way I toe the line Every hour I spend with you Even when we laugh I hear the scream Eggshells beneath my shoes Cuz all I have are 1,000 cuts Not near enough to go I promise when I’ve had enough You will never know You will never You will never know Ohhh And I don’t know when it’s just too far gone I think it’s in the way it’s been so long And I’ve toughened up my skin And every time I feel it start to hurt I just think I’m sensitive Cuz all I have are 1,000,000 cuts Not near enough to go I promise when I’ve had enough You will never know You will never You will never know Ohhh You will never, you will never know You will never, you will never know
2.
I’m a snake, I’m a mess I’m a shell of a man If I want, if I try If I even can Break this, Rattle and Shake this I’m afraid to slow down And I’ve never tried Oh, my head’s just a place to keep Occupied Break this, Rattle and Shake this Ohhh I’m in love with these tired bones Break, Rattle, Shake This mask keeps me in control Gotta get away I’m the goal, I’m the dream I’m a horse with no stable Won’t sleep til I’m dead Just to fill the table Break this, Rattle and Shake this Ohh I’m in love with these tired bones Break, Rattle, Shake This mask keeps me in control Gotta get away Get away, get away, get away Get away, get away, get away Get away, get away, get away Ohh
3.
What We Do 05:06
I don’t care what you do, my love The world’s all open to you See until you’ve seen enough Oh, I don’t care what you do Sip the sky through a straw, my love Have the moon and stars and all You are what you eat so drink right up My love, sip the sky through a straw And maybe fate will take you far away Another pretty lady moan your name Oh I’m so tired of fighting fate I always seem to lose You’ll stay here if you want to I don’t care what you do Tell her anything you want, my love When you’re lonely and I’m gone If she’s really who you’re thinking of My love, tell her anything you want Cuz maybe fate will take you far away Another pretty lady moan your name Oh I’m so tired of fighting fate I always seem to lose You’ll stay here if you want to I don’t care what you do And I refuse to try to force your hand I’m through with thinking gravel into sand So make the choice you want to make Knowing what you might lose And I’ll stay here if I want to I cannot be all things to you, my love You will not be all things to me If the things I give you cease to be enough I will let you let go of me Cuz maybe fate will take me far away Another pretty lady moan my name Oh I’m so tired of fighting fate We always seem to lose You’ll stay here if you want to You will love me if you want to It don’t matter what we do
4.
Westbound 03:16
I remember the days when you loved me You were my sun and my moon Each morning I’d rise feeling grateful For each night that I spent laughing with you Every melody you sang was lovely You could do no wrong So my world turned like that on your axis But humans are only so strong You couldn’t hold me for long Then I noticed that we bend to tradition Run home even when it’s burning down And when our homegrown roots start itchin’ Baby, might be time to go westbound I remember the days when I loved you How eternal they seemed We never even thought to drink from the fountain Didn’t think that it was something we’d need Then I noticed that we bend to tradition Run home even when it’s burning down And when our homegrown roots start itchin’ Baby, it might be time to go westbound Then I noticed that we bend to tradition Run home even when it’s burning down And when our homegrown roots start itchin’ Baby, might be time to go westbound Or eastbound, or centralbound Or anywhere but here bound You know I get so sad when you’re around Cuz all you do is bring me down And baby, baby I’m done with that now
5.
St. Vrain 03:47
I’m tasting the coffee, the way that it burns An october sadness and plans that don’t follow through I’m tasting the pavement, it’s tucks and it’s turns When the only world I walked was the one around you Lie lie lie lie lie Lie lie lie lie lie lie Lie lie lie lie lie Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie I’m tasting your movement, dance round my room You were great at keeping me late till the afternoon And I’m tasting the river, I’m sitting here now And maybe someday I will realize what that was about Lie lie lie lie lie Lie lie lie lie lie lie Lie lie lie lie lie Lie lie lie lie lie Ooh Ooh Ooh And it’s washing me away Oh St. Vrain You are the fuel to all my remembering what a sick little game Cuz the last time I sat here I sure did not know How we love and we leave and we still seem to put on the show Lie lie lie lie lie Lie lie lie lie lie lie Lie lie lie lie lie Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie
6.
Hive Mind 04:07
The dome It’s gray, its black, it’s navy But I’ll settle on blue The cat’s The one who told me maybe That the bag came unglued We’re a hive mind Ain’t got my wits about me My guard ran off without me And all I hear is just the buzz But I’m fine The company it suits me And if someone were to use me I’m glad that I am not the only one The men I thought I saw them falter But I didn’t hear it right And even when I find the water I can’t dampen out their gaslight We’re a hive mind Ain’t got my wits about me My guard ran off without me And all I hear is just the buzz But I’m fine The company it suits me And if someone were to use me I’m glad that I am not the only one
7.
Metal, Metal 02:44
Sleep all day and I run all night and I catch the train when the train feels right Metal, Metal, iron, steel, steal away til it all feels real But I never walk alone when I'm walkin' right beside my home When I'm takin from a pack, I'm always putting something back I'll push myself but I won't push fate, the righteous hand who plays it straight But I'll never walk alone when I'm walking right beside my home But I'll never walk alone when I'm walking right beside my home Mother nature push you down and put you out and all around And Uncle Sam will sit and stare at your empty bowl and your matted hair But you'll never walk alone when you're walking right beside your home But you'll never walk alone when you're walking right beside your home
8.
Hostess 04:16
Welcome in, how are we this morning Take your pick, the tables are clean June will be with you in a moment I'll grab your mugs and fill them with tea A big wooden room with a draft you don't notice A table for two and I am your hostess I can't thank you enough for your patience This is my first week on the job I think June is down in the basement She'll be with you when she comes back up Thank you for dealing with all of the slowness The kitchen is drowning and I'm just a hostess And all this has been here way longer than me I'm actually from out of town Sir, do you need a little more tea I'll go make sure June's still around I apologize for your lack of service This isn't how we do things round here We hope you still plan on returning When you come back to the city next year Cuz we've got the makings of someplace like home is A table for two and I am your hostess
9.
You’ve been here before, babe You know the specs of the room The barback pours your Bombay And you know she’ll pour ya two You’ve got a bone to pick And you’ll pick it clean There’s no one in this city quite like you, baby You’ve been here before, babe Took a cab down Locust Street Straight into your hotel You know there’s nothing else to see You’re feeling underwhelmed You’re being overused There’s no one in this city quite like- East coast dreamboat, welcome home Come raise the bar a notch or two East coast dreamboat, break my heart There’s no one else here quite like you You’ve been here before, babe The people always ask “What brought you out here, boy” And you try not to react Thought you were the man But you just wear the suit There’s no one else here quite like- East coast dreamboat, welcome home Come raise the bar a notch or two East coast dreamboat, break my heart There’s no one else here quite like You Ahhh You Ahh You’ve been here before, babe You’ve been here before You’ve been here before, babe, you’ve been Here before You’ve been here before, babe You’ve been here before You’ve been here before, babe, you’ve been Here before
10.
I can see it now, both the flame and the starter One bought the drinks and the other brought a marker To take their place by a bible verse and Freud A footsie game underneath the table Makes its way to the stall in the middle We write our names cuz we love to fill up voids Little Roach and Nasty First date on Tuesday Sippin’ IPAs and gigglin’ Through the entire show Oh Little Roach hearts Nasty Twice in the bathroom But no one says a word Cuz it’s Nasty and her girlfriend, Little Roach When the bill comes out, there’s an ask for a number A vague opportunity to hang this summer But Nasty stops the digits after six One wears plaid and the other wears leather It’s clear that this was never ‘bout forever Just a Tuesday night, that’s all it is Little Roach and Nasty Last date on Tuesday Sometimes lovely things begin Just to teach us why they end Still Little Roach hearts Nasty Even as she’s leavin’ And the only consolation Is maybe someday they can still be friends Ba ba ba ba ba ba Ba ba ba ba ba ba Ba ba ba ba ba Ba ba ba ba Ba ba ba bada da Ba ba ba ba ba ba Ba ba ba ba ba ba Oohhhh Ohhh Ohhh

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released August 25, 2023

Lyrics and music by Lily DeTaeye

Mixed and recorded by Bryan Vanderpool at Goldenbear Studios in Des Moines, Iowa

Produced by Bryan Vanderpool and Lily DeTaeye

Mastered by Nathan James at Vault Mastering

Guitars: Lily DeTaeye and Bryan Vanderpool

Keys: Lily DeTaeye and Sarah Vanderpool

Drums: Chris Hansen and Bryan Vanderpool

Bass: Steph Graham, Jay Foote, and Bryan Vanderpool

Trumpet: Antonio Garza

Vocals: Lily DeTaeye and Bryan Vanderpool

Album art: Kenzi Rayelle

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Lily DeTaeye New York, New York

Lily DeTaeye is a Des Moines, IA native with a foundation in alt rock, folk, and blues. She's a harmonica-wielding badass with a hauntingly soulful voice. And the spirited songwriter might remind you of your weird friend from book club who definitely has a few bodies in her closet. ... more

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